Why its me......?

Do i hav to suffr all this....aftr so many many years of struggling n slogging.....why i m not getting which i deserve...GOD r u listening to me...? what is my fault??? What is the fault of my family....i want to live happily...i want to hav lots of money....spend it freely....like nobody bothered..:(

Why i m being like i m a victim....? But I m a fighter n i know my day wil come i will rise again...

I hav to listen to my instincts..i will wil this game called LIFE.....n u will c that.!